intense

My female owner has been pretty occupied lately, with her assignment deadlines coming up and her Second Onli Fren’s boyfriend being in town. Not to mention, she is putting in more time and effort to socialise with her bible study friends and praying/ reading the Bible more. Yes, no time for exercise!

Been an emotional and thought-provoking weekend for her. It started with the counselling session she had with someone from church (let’s call her Counsellor) through to Saturday where she went for a road-trip to Byron Bay (2 hour drive away.. in New South Wales actually) and God spoke to her through a rainbow and right up to Sunday night, where she had an impromptu catch-up session with her I-Fren. She had intense moments. Questions which bug her for years are being answered, not in a direct way but with answers which give her a peace of mind. Emotions bottled up for years were released openly and safely.

The beauty of retrospection is that you see how things connect. My female owner is beginning to see how the foundation that God started laying last year through different people and incidents helped her to be more receptive to the plans He has in store for her. Only now, my female owner sees how God used different individuals to carry the same message to my female owner (yes, she’s that kind of person who needs to be persuaded a few times before agreeing to trying something outside of her comfort zone).

There is no denying that God is a patient God. He prompts and He urges but never forces you to do anything you are not ready to. All this while, God has been waiting for my female owner to be ready and willing to re-dedicate her life to Him. My female owner has (happily) taken the first few steps of faith and slowly but surely, she will see Him moving in her life. The journey has just started.